hey guyz well yeh not much going on jus getting over this shit that im dealing withshit and it fucking sucks idk its fucking stupid i cant get over it but its hard lol ill get over it soon i promise.... well yeh ive been all depressed and shit that las couple of days i havent been so depressed like this in a long time and i cant handle the pain but w/e  idk ill get over it .... but yeh friday and saturday i had a water polo tornament in grossmont haha yeh it was alot of fun  we didnt do that well but we did good for our first games haha  haha its was so much fun really hot but it was worth it ahha it got my mind off everything thats been going on haha and i got to work on my tan YAY lol well yeh im out  for now & not looking foward to nex week cuz its finals ewww lol well lates....

hey guyz well yeh not much has happend  .... but yeh me and erik broke up yeh it fucking sucks but ill be okay i hope we still talk  he still wants to idk hes jus confused n shit idk i was all sad and still am idk it jus came out of know where o well i hope ill be fine but i wont let him go yet  it just sucks cuz he was my best friend n he was all i had  idk im jus glad we still talk n shit and its not weird but yeh at least he cares cuz he came over and did it in person not over the fone n shit idk  ill be fine i jus nee to stop thinking bout it idk well yeh  ima go ok  Lates

hey guyz yeh not much  idont really like this thing nemore haha kinda boring but w/e .... yeh i went n saw erik on weds. cuz i hadnt seen him in like 5 days haha well yeh i was so happy to see him .... but yeh i might see him this weekend    hes the best dude hes the best thing i have in my life rite now & hes like my best friend sence i lost my other one for some reason .... but yeh idk jus playing water polo n school boring shoit but yeh  neways im out for now u can leave comments if u like ok well ttyl bye

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